Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Just remember to breathe.

Aaaarrgghh!!

My father is coming!

He's been talking for months about coming out here to visit, but something always comes up and then he winds up postponing the trip. But now he's making reservations for October!

Nothing like being confronted with a close to done deal, to discover your true feelings. I thought I was comfortable with this, but my first inner reaction was a sick feeling of dread. I'm obviously not as much over the past as I thought I was.

I know it'll be OK. I'm just glad I have several weeks to get used to the idea.

Poor Dad. I hope my children never dread seeing me.

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